Monday, February 9, 2009

Karma

Does Karma actually exist? Sometimes I feel like it does, and for a lot of the time I feel like it doesn't. Actually, it feels more like karma is only working on me, but no one else.

Why is it that every path I take to try and get success never seems to be the easiest path? Why are other people handed opportunities again and again where I cannot even have one opportunity? I'm so tired of this shit.

I am tired of getting screwed over and I'm tired of being taken advantaged of. Maybe the reality is that I actually don't work as hard as I think I do, and that I actually don't deserve the things that others do. But if not, then why do I believe that I deserve them?

Why is it that I always have to work harder than others to get what I want? What factors play into this? I'm just so tired of getting the short end of the stick when I am a person that is also deserving.

I'm tired of people looking down on me and thinking that they are better than I am. When will karma come for them? When will I finally succeed and show them exactly what karma means? It's definitely not fair. Life isn't fair, but come on...

2 comments:

donkhuth said...

There this concept called the "Law of Attraction" where you get what you're thinking about whether it is negative or positive. It states that you are getting what you don't want because you are thinking about it so much.

There's this book called "The Secret" and they talk about that. They say that the universe doesn't know about the concept of no. So when you're thinking about something, it eventually gives it to you. When you worry about not getting a job, it gives that to you. So you have to start thinking positively in order to get it good.

Whether this works or not, I don't know. I try not to think negatively about anything so it sort of works for me.

But on the topic of karmas, I have no idea what it is. I try to do good and hope that something good happens to me but it seems like I get more bad things happening than good things.

I'd say you have to keep an open mind and think on the bright side of things.

Carole P said...

Hmm.. that seems actually really crazy. I saw the book "The Secret" but I didn't realize what it was about. It's a good concept. I think I will try to possibly think a bit more positvely :)